Tuesday - May 10, 2005
Vivid
The compressor was making its high pitched
screech, but the rotor blades' whomping, pulsating rotation bumped the screech
and made the bird sound like a hyperactive, demented man with a grinding wheel
attacking a piece of steel. It was pitch black outside but there was a glow
from the cabin that made a curious blue X shape on the ground. My radio
operators had just talked this bird onto the deck. They didn't need my help, I
was there just in case. We were waiting for the payload to come by and get
loaded aboard. The payload had just roared by in a 7-ton truck a few minutes
before the helo touched down. The truck went straight to the battalion aid
station.
The aid station was only a few hundred yards from
the landing zone. I could see the truck tail lights, flashlights, small areas
lit up as people moved back and forth. It looked so organized, so rehearsed
from my distance. I couldn't hear the screams, the shouts, the orders, the
cries of anguish. The maniacal man with the grinding wheel kept those sounds
from me.
Finally the ambulance came
over and teams of stretcher bearers queued up to carry the payload, friends and
fellow Marines, into the waiting, screeching, glowing machine . . .
A third aircraft landed. Like the
others, we could hear it coming, then see a vague black smudge a few hundred
yards out. The smudge grew bigger and bigger until finally its outline could be
seen crawling toward us only fifty feet away, power surging high and low while
it lined up in the dark. The radio operators talked it in, but these pilots
were professionals, they didn't need help, the radio operators were also there
just in case.
There was no more
emergency with this last load, nothing would ever help these Marines again, and
stretcher bearers were scarce by now. I jumped in the queue and carried one
stretcher handle . . .
The night will
be vividly etched in my mind forever. I want to write and tell what I saw, what
I felt, what I did. To share it in some kind of cathartic release. But some
things aren't done. No one wants to read these details of their loved ones. So
for now I must hold it in, not share it, and simply say that it was bad, but all
the Marines here jumped in, organized, well trained, doing what had to be done
. . .
The rotors twisted, bit hard into
the dark air, the wind kicked up sand into our faces. The bird slowly lifted,
then the rotors bit even more and the bird jumped up and away like it was being
jerked on a cable. I marveled at the power of modern helicopters. The mind
continues to work in normal ways even when you don't want to think in normal
ways.
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